The most absolute deafening words you ever said to me were the ones that you didn’t say. I have never felt as much pain from you than i do right now in the silence between us. It’s the fight that didn’t happen, the resistance that was nonexistent. It was the lack of desire to keep going, to keep pushing, to say anything or everything that would make the other stay. It was the absolute absence of anything at all. It was the ease. It was the thought that letting go was really what you wanted, because the urge to leave was simply larger than the urge to stay.
